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October 5, 2017

Ghost of Howl-o-ween Past

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Some older photographs of Howl-o-ween funness

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July 25, 2017

Me MeM

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Me again

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July 13, 2017

Zoey

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She is fitting in just fine so far…

Photos with new baby Zoey

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welcome baby Zoey.. to the family…

June 21, 2017

Life Changes

Filed under: General Life Updates — slimpickins @ 11:24 am

My life is about to change dramatically and I don’t know if I cam ready for it but it is necessary. I hope that I will keep my friends during this change, but I am prepared for the loss of some of them. Sometimes we need to just buck up and do things for ourselves and our own well being. I keep putting mine on the backburner for someone else.. but now I will take a step forward into the new world that awaits me.

June 14, 2017

Universe is yelling at me

Filed under: General Life Updates — slimpickins @ 3:55 pm

That awkward moment when the universe starts yelling at you to make a change. You can deny it as long as you want to but the universe will always get it’s way. You meet people at the certain times for certain reasons.

The universe is trying to help me help myself.. and I am going to give in and listen. I will welcome in the happiness and changes that are coming forth shortly. Thank you for yelling at me Universe, sometimes I am hard of hearing.

May 30, 2017

To Marry or not to Marry…

Filed under: Emotional Stuffs — slimpickins @ 7:13 am

One question you should never ask yourself after 6 months to a year of dating is “If they were to ask me to marry them what would I say?” After say 6 months to a year you should know if you want to spend the rest of your live with that person or not. From my experience; if you aren’t sure the answer is “NO”.

It is difficult when you love someone but you know you do not want to marry them. I have and do struggle with this a lot. I am getting to the point to finally just walk away.

I hope to keep them as my friend but you never know how they will react to your insight that you are no longer in love with them or that you don’t see yourself marrying them. I can’t imagine it going over well, but I have been able to stay friends with those that I have dated in the past so who knows.

I am not a horrible person because I don’t want to marry you. I am not a horrible person because I want to find that one person I am meant to be with and marry them. I thought that was you, but I know now that is not you.

I am not a horrible person… Being true to myself is not being mean or horrible.

July 18, 2016

Updated Photos..

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Today is my 11th Divorciary and I am soooo excited…

 

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December 29, 2015

Re-learning to Love

Filed under: Emotional Stuffs, General Stuff — Tags: , , — slimpickins @ 1:22 pm

Re-learning to Love – 12/29/2015

I feel you with me, wherever I go.

You are beside me, reminding me to live my life.

I feel your lips upon my lips.

I taste you for hours after we have kissed.

I fall into your arms and breathe in your scent.

My skin tingles, where you have caressed it.

My breathing becomes deeper, so that I can get closer to you and take more of you inside.

The passion I feel for you ignites a fire with each kiss.

My heart aches when you block me from your life.

My brain tries to fool me into deceptions, but I only need to look deep into your eyes to see the lies.

I run as fast as I can into those lies hoping to slay them before they can reach too deep and wreak too much havoc.

I know the lies have done some damage, but I am quick to try to repair it. Hoping and praying that no lasting damage has been done to us.

I could stare into your loving eyes for hours and never tire.

I stare at your face to memorize the lines, so that I can conjure you in my dreams.

I want everything and nothing at all. I only want you.

I desire you, I need you, I yearn for you to be close, so I can cherish you.

My greatest fear is that after having you, I would lose you forever.

Now that I have had you in my life, I do not want to go on without you.

You make me want to be a better person.

You make me want to run head long into the future with you; without a plan only a dream.

I will fight for you.

I will fight for me.

I will fight for us.

You have me, as much of me as I can give you.

Re-learning to open my broken heart and put the pieces back together.

Re-learning passion, which I thought had long ago been distinguished.

Re-learning carnal desires, which I was sure I would never experience again.

I give more of myself to you every day as I fall deeper and deeper.

I had no idea that I could get this lost in someone, again.

This is so new to me, I am learning from you, re-learning to love.

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